16 October 2012

me n u

I often wonder what

made us fall in love
with each other
We are so different
from each other
Our strengths
and weaknesses
are so different
Our ways
of approaching things
are so different
Our personalities
are so different
Yet our love
continues to grow and grow
Perhaps the differences
we have add to the
excitement of our relationship
and I know that both of us
as a team are stronger
than either of us alone
We are basically different from
each other
but we have so many
feelings and emotions in common
And it really doesn't matter
why we fell
in love
All that matters to me
is that we continue
to respect and love
each other

ok, aku lagi gagah/macho/kacak/bergaya.haha..
#aku bukan perempuan ayu#

we both aware the differences between us, and we agreed to accept it, bcause nothing wrong with it, we used to it. the differences make us enjoying this relationship. i accept the way he is, and he accept the way i are..he is the one who attract my attention at the first sight. i know i can't say he is the one for me as we dont know about 'jodoh' right. but i can say he is the one who stay with me no matter what and never leave me alone. he is the one who know me exactly who am i. he is the one, i feel ease with, he is the one who always with me through thick or thin. he is the one who make me believe myself. he is the one who make me feel 'someone'. he is the one who make me feel secured.

 we have nothing in common except one:


derp, y u are more 'ayu' than me..

04 October 2012

star don't shine without darkness

Sometimes life seems hard to bear
Full of sorrow, trouble and flaw
It is then I have to remember
That it is in the valleys I grow.
Rainbow will never show
without storm and cloud
success will never be experienced
without failure and down

If I always stay on the mountain top
And never experience pain,
I would never appreciate Allah’s love
And would be living in vain.

I have so much to learn
And my progress is very slow,
Sometimes I need the mountain tops,
But it’s in the valleys I grow.

I do not always understand
Why things happen as they do,
But I am very sure of one thing.
Allah will see me through.

Forgive me Allah, for complaining
When I’m feeling so very low.
Just give me a gentle reminder
That it’s in the valleys I grow.

Continue to strengthen me
And appreciate my life each day
To share your love with others
And help them find their way.

Thank you for this valleys
For this one thing I know
The mountain tops are glorious
But it’s in the valleys I grow!

02 October 2012

the path that i have taken

In the name of Allah the gracious the merciful

the journey had started from 2006
when i first registered to join PKBM (L)
i asked my brother about my decision and he only said,

"a journey of thousand miles begin with one small step''

i dont get him when he said that to me.

so, this is my first step, which i dont expect it will be a journey of my life.
padang sasar kd sultan ismail (pularek)

1st marching comp (district). #we won.

up untill my fifth year at secondary school,  
i thought it gonna be the last time
i would wear that 'uniform'.

but as my brother said, it is the starting of my journey.
later, i pursue to usm.
and suddenly i make up a decision to join ROTU.
im not even pay attention during the promotion by seniors.
all i did was, enter the DK J (if im not mistaken)
fill up the form, measure height and weight.
undergo the UKA

on malam mesra for new intake

its been 3 years of training
 after all sweat, blood, tears
 it was 17 july 2012, at square parade
of universiti utara malaysia
when temenggung kedah offically annouced us as 
Young Officer
only Allah knows how it feel..

commission day



is it the end of journey
the beginning of new journey

for me, it is the end for the 1st path, it like we had came to the 1st checkpoint.
there are lots awaiting for us in next path

after this 1st checkpoint, come with me to the next path are


which i will carry out with honest, loyalty, courage and pride.

the journey will never end as long we still alive
i had learn a lots during this first path
and i pray hard that the next path
will teach me a lot more

this is the path that i have taken
the choice that i have chosen

insyaAllah, god will, may Allah ease everything that i do
and let me contribute something while
being in journey to jannah, insyaAllah.

because i believe that

''we are not put on this Earth for ourselves..but are placed here for each other''