25 January 2011

Men Are From Mars, Women Are From Venus..

we are from different planet..
that suddenly met..
and fall in love...
when you say no..
i will understand it as yes...

so, there are steps to  make we compatible..

am i demand?
it just the normal attitute..
women from venus love to
be pampered..

p/s: I LOVE YOU

24 January 2011

senyum..

aku masih mahu tersenyum..
namun kini tiada lagi senyuman
mampu menabir hidupku..
the smile i miss the most...



bila kata tidak lagi terluah..

hanya padamu..
.ku serahkan segalanya..
kau bertaktha di nurani..
anggun cintamu abadi.
.hanya padamu..
pertama dan yang terakhir..
pohon cinta ku merendang..
disirami kasih suci.
.jiwaku dipalu..
gemersik tak terkira.
.hampirku terlena dalam belaianmu..
.cintamu selembut suera menjadi saksi kasihku.
.tiada dua hanyalah satu.kau yang kucintai..
sekelumit cinta..sekurun kerinduan..
ku rempuhi ranjau duka..
membara sehangat api.
.terhapus sepi di hatiku.
.seulas bibirmu kelu tidak berkata..
namun ada sesuatu.
.nurbisa dari matamu.
.terpancar cinta yang sejati..

23 January 2011

puisi sepi..

tersimpan di hati kecilku
bahawa dirimu terindah untukku...
dan sentiasa menjadi yang terindah..
mengenang dirimu..
mampu menjadi kekuatan buat diriku.
meneruskan detik-detik sepi tanpamu..
setiap yang di sisi ku..
mengigatkan ku padamu..
bagaimana harus aku terus melangkah..
Tuhan..berikan aku kekuatan..

~~~

Lirik Lagu Krisdayanti - Kamu Dihatiku Selamanya

Lama sudah ku bersama menemani dirimu
Berbagi cinta dan berbagi rasa
Semakin kita melangkah semakin kita kelam
Semakin terlihat jauh berbeda

*
Tapi ku tak sangka secepat ini
Harus berakhir kisah cinta kita

Reff:
Ku akan selalu mencintaimu
Walau kita tak mungkin bersama
Meski berat melepasmu
Tapi kamu akan selalu dihatiku selamanya

Betapa hancur hatiku meninggalkan dirimu
Tapi itu bukanlah kehendakku
Kita memang telah berbeda
Tak pernah satu kata
Tak baik juga untuk diteruskan

22 January 2011

i loike..

Lirik Sofea Jane – Black

Kau ibarat permata di dalam hiasan kaca
Yang tak bisa disentuh
Namun hanya boleh dipandang
Ingin sekali ku sentuh
Ingin jua ku memiliki

Kau selalu membuat hatiku merasa berat
Dan kau yang selalu ada
Saat semua pergi
Bagaimana mungkin
Untuk kau mengerti


Kini telah ku sedari
Mimpiku tak bererti sendiri

Chorus
Andai kau tahu
Apa yang ku mahu
Mahukan dirimu ‘tuk mendekatiku
Dan aku tak bisa memaksa dirimu
Walau dalam tidur
Ku kan menantimu hingga akhir nanti

Kau selalu membuat hatiku merasa berat
Dan kau yang selalu ada
Saat semua pergi
Bagaimana mungkin
Untuk kau mengerti

Kini telah ku sedari
Mimpiku tak bererti sendiri

21 January 2011

bersama linangan air mata..ku titipkan warkah ini buatmu..

" i dah byk kali ckp asenye, i wish i want 2 free from give cmitment on u..im waiting the end of this month...Hopefully.."


msg syafiq..
salah ke kalo aku tafsir kan msg ni..sbgai...
slama ni dy mmg nak get free from me..aku kongkong dy ke?
am i bothering his life slame ni..
sy ni membebankan..
what i do slame ni..
just to make our relation go well.
apepun..saya masih manusia biasa yang tidak lari dari melukan kesilapan..
dan di sini ingin sy sampaikan pesanan buat awk syafiq..


assalamualaikum wbt..
saya mungkin tidak dapat jadi ape yang selama ini awk harapkan..
saya terlalu banyak kelemahan..
mungkin saya tidak dapat beri keutamaan pada awk..
maafkan saya selama ini membebankan awk..
entri kali ini saya tules dengan hati yang sangat berat..
maafkan sekiranya awk terpaksa menunggu hingga hujung bulan ini..
untuk terus memberi komitmen kepada saya..
selama dua tahun setengah hubungan ini..
saya sendiri tidak pasti adakah saya telah menjadi sebaek pasangan untuk awk..
sehinggakan kadang kala saya sendiri rasa saya tidak lagi mengenali diri saya sendiri..
saya terlalu ingin melihat awk gembira..
sehinnga saya lupa pada diri saya sendiri..
gembirakah saya selama ini...
bahagiakah saya di samping awk..
adakala saya rasa sangat gembira bersama awk..gembira yang tidak saya dapat ungkapkan..
kadangkala saya rasa terlalu terkilan dengan sikap awk..
saya tidak tahu cara aak bercinta..
tapi inilah saya..
saya yang sentiasa berharap pada kata-kata kaseh dari awk..
perhatian dari awk..
kasih dari awk..
adakal saya rasa awk menguasai hubungan ini..
apabila awk mahukan hbungan yang hangat, penuh kasih syg..hubungan kita akan jadi begitu..
tetapi bila awk tiada mood untuk semua itu..maka tiada la semua itu..
dan saya hanya menurut apa yang awak mahukan..
memang saya seorang yang demand..
dan itu membuatkan awak berasa terbeban dengan hubungan ini..
saya menyayangi awak dengan sepenuh hati saya..
saya menyayangi awk dengan seadaanya..
tidak pernah saya harap awk jadi seperti orang laen..
sebelum berakhirnya bulan ini..
saya akan tunaikan hasrat awk..
saya sendiri akan pergi dari hidup awk..
awk tidak lagi  perlu beri komitmen kepada saya..
saya tidak lagi akan menyusahkan hidup awak..
terlalu  perit untuk saya lakukan semua ini..
tetapi kalau ini yang akan buat awak bahagia..
saya redha..
saya bukanlah manusia yang sempurna..
saya juga tidak baek..
cukuplah saya melakukan kebaikan terakhir ini untuk awak..
maafkan segala kesilapan saya..halalkan segala2nya..
di satu sudut dunia ini..saya tetap mendoakan yang terbaek untuk awak..
kerana awak adalah perkara terbaek dalam hidup saya..
awak berhak untuk merasa gembira..
dan saya tiada hak untuk menghalang itu semua..
izinkan saya terus menyimpan semua kenangan selama kita bersama..
dan saya simpan semua memori itu untuk meneruskan kehidupan saya kelak..
saya akan merindui awak..
dan izinkan saya terus menyayangi awak sampai akhir hayat saya..
wasalam.

19 January 2011

bila rindu~~

bila rindu..
terkenang mu sayang..
terasa sayu..
syahdunya jiwaku..
bila malam..
makin suram..
jauh terbang diriku melayang...
aku rindu senyumanmu...


15 January 2011

bring me to the heart~~

SIAP~~siap is the program organise by our university to help student who are in prohibition status..we have to compete about 7 modules in order to fulfill the program..
the program was conducted by my school..
with 3 mentors incharge in every modules..
but i think it not so effective...
but
.
.
.
today..
school of physics are organizing a program for P1 student..
even though there only some people who join it..
i feel that the program this good..
in other word..beneficial for us..
i love the way prof roslan give us motivation on how to get back..
to stand up straight in other to pursue our studies..
there also special person who are invited to share his experience
during his day..
he once had been expelled from the university and also a bad student..
he always playing truant.. 
he got barred from examination..and
also fail almost the subject..
but..at the end..
he manage to survive..
he had his hard time..
and now he is pursuing his studies in master level in unisza..
i like the quote that he gave us..


we are only given one opportunity..one life..grab it... 

life isn't long...
what i have to do right now is CHANGE..
change my attitude..
change my aim..
change my habit..
and i know i can do it...
GOD will..

12 January 2011

huhu~~thanx dear..

hehe..
arini baru bukak blog ni..
terkejut..
teruja..
senyum sampai telinga..
anyway..
thanx my dear..
i just love it..
really cute..dont know how to express my feeling
right now..
huhu..
maybe it just a simple thing..
but it really sweet for me..


thanx hunny..
p/s: I LOVE YOU...muah2..

10 January 2011

what ever u said..

lately..i found that everything that
we ever said always stick back to us..
there are people out there that always
think they are smart and good..
and always think others are wrong..
whatever others do..
they will talk and hate it..
without realizing that they might even do the same
things..
sometimes i become annoyed by this people..
we are perfect..
accept everyone as they are...
i wish i can tell her to stop critic others..
she also doing the same things that others do..
even more worse..
she not experience it..
but always act so cool..
i hate this feeling..
i noe it is not good..
but i can help from feel annoyed by her..
she is not perfect..
but always act so damn freaking cool...
i just hate it..
but please..
i want to varnish this feeling..
she is born to be like that..
urghhh...feeling sick for facing her every single day...

07 January 2011

ordinary~~

there are ordinary people that do extraordinary things...

kala malam aku bermimpi...

last night..
i got a dream..
mimpi yang terkesan..
its make me rethink about something...
and it make me feel something that i never feel before..
i really want to feel that kind of feeling..
to be loved and to love...
and somehow that dream even can make me smile..:)

04 January 2011

together~

today,
i donated my blood..
during free time..
but this time it make feel a bit 
dizzy after doing it..
maybe im tired..
i love the things i do this time around..
i really enjoy it..
i can see there are so much out there..
that i can do..
life is too beautiful to be wasted..
Alhamdullilah~
today this quote came cross my mind...

no one can whistle a symphony. it takes an orchestra to play it..

that true right...
to deliver a good and harmony orchestra..
each and every single of musician should their part accordingly...

there are time we need others help..
there are time we cant do things by own..
there are time where we cant find the solutions..
we depend on each other..
that  not mean that we are weak..
sometimes thing will be better if we do it together..right..

so i remind myself and also everyone out there to always lend
ur hands to help others,,
share things in life..
and you will be happier..
smile~~

03 January 2011

patience as policy~~

there is Chinese proverb saying that:
~if you can patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow..


every single day in our life..
we face many things..
we might bump into such a obstacle.
that we might accidentally becomes mad..
mad to ourself..
mad to others..
mad to everything...
everything becomes wrong..
and all we see a problems..
and we feel it is the end of time..
anger?
have you heard of so-called anger management?
how efficient we can handle our anger..
anger make life so awful..
things turn upside down..
.
.
.
live our life without anger..
we have to always think positive...
whenever we feel angry..
remember this:

Abu Hurairah reported that a man said to the Prophet:
'Advise me.' he said..
'Do not get angry.'
he repeated his request several times, and the Prophet said,
'Do not get angry.'
(Al-Bukhari)


do control your anger and forgiving people...
insyaAllah~~


p/s: im sorry for all my wrong doing..forgive me..

blood donation~~


blood donation~~
hehe..this gonna be my 3rd time..
i love donating blood..
my first time was in usm..
that time i really want to know the feel..
it is pain??
not at all..
at everytime the nurse want to put the needle
my adrenaline will go faster,,
nervous siyot..
but i like doing it..
and i will do it again and again..
selagi termampu..




because i do believe that..


we are not put on this Earth for ourselves..but are placed here for each other..


so..as the human being..
i will try my best to help others..
insyaAllah~~

bila lidah berbicara tanpa akal..

' if you desire to live such that your religion is safe and your portion is full and your honor is sound, guard your tongue, never mention another's faults, remembering that you, yourself, have fault and others have tongues..'


that true, rite..
people always tend to see others mistakes.
but not their own mistakes..
Subhan Allah.such simple reality..
i have tongue, and so do you..
so why we always talking about others faults?
Astaghfirullah...


same as malay phrase:


'kuman di seberang nampak..gajah depan mata,tak nampak"


im sorry if that sound weird..
i had my bahasa twice..
hehe..
at least the 2nd time i got B+..
better rite..
opss...out of topic seyh..







the word 'IF'..

dah beberapa entry aku dok tules hari ni saje..
bosan sebenarnye..dengan jadual akademik sem ni yg sangat la free..
salah aku juga.
sape suruh dapat pointer rendah...
aku tak nak sentuh langsung pasal menda yang dah lepas..
what i should do now is..
KEEP MOVING..
no matter what..
because i have learn something..
let me share it sebab benda baik kalau tidak 
dikongsi..xde makne nye gak kan..hihi


Helen Keller had give such wise advise:


but i admit, when one door closes, another opens. but we often look so regretfully upon the closed door that we dont see the one that has opened for us..


that true, rite..
i myself also always do the same mistakes like that..
always thinks about the past..
and forget that time are too precious to be wasted..
as humans..
we cant avoid that feeling..
even though the new opportunities are right infront of us..
we didnt notice it..
we even might loose them in mean time..


have ever the phrase  'if only i...' slips from your lips?


our beloved Prophet advised:
a strong believer is better and dearer to ALLAH than a weak one.
and both are good. adhere to that which is beneficial to you..
keep asking ALLAH for help and do not refrain from it.
do not say: 'if i had taken this or that step, it would have resulted into such and such,'
but only say:
ALLAH so determined and did as HE willed'
the word 'if' opens the gates of satanic thoughts
(muslim)


that why..
we cant say the word if..
seem like we dont accept the fate..
and trying to against it..
Allah know better..
what He decide for us is the best things for us..
we must obey and believe it..
.
.
.
after all..
whenever i heard my friend..
saying that word..
it remind me on the phrases..
Astaghfirullah..
lets remind ourself and also people around us..

ladies guest night..

after all..
this LGN things still linger on my mind..
this LGN has becomes my problem..
make my mind blowing..
rm14o to pay for that night..
together with patner's fee..
i dont want to attend this functions..
but if i decide to do so..
i have to meet that kilau to explain..
and maybe have to submit a letter on it..
yesterday was the day..
all my friend already bought their dresses..
shoes..etc..
everyone getting excited to attend that function...
but i dont have any clothes to wear..
.
.
.
but me..
i dont know..
if my hunny be my partner,,
i will be happy..
but i know..
i must realize how much he dislike to attend such function..
im in dilemma..
i dont know what to do..
i just hope..
that day will not come..
~~SAD~~

.....how a friend differ from lover...

aku sendiri tak tahu nak tules apa tajuk paling sesuai untuk entry ni..
IM SORRY..
it is the best way to say after make such a mistakes..
i know i have done something that make you angry...
i know how much you hate..
when i hang out with my friends till late..
what to do..
they are my friends..
even though you dislike them..
they are the one..
who i could lean on..
the one who i share my sadness..
my happiness..
my sorrow..
my secret..
the one who i share laugh with..
even though jokes on silly things..
the one i seek for help..
whenever i got emergency..
no matter how much you dont like themm..
at the end of the day..
they still my friend..
SAHABAT SEPERJUANGAN..
but u must know how a friend differ from lover...
lover..you are my future..
the one i will share my life with..
the one i want to build my life with..
the one who will be mine companion..
the one who i love the most..




but..






i must admit that now..
during this time around..
you cant always with me..
you are far away from me..
distance have separate our body..
but not our souls..
you cant be there all the times...
you can see how i live my life here..
that how friends play their role..
we are supporting each other,
in different terms from lover...


i dont want to make things more complicated..
since we know this sem..
we gonna to study even more harder...
i just hope..
we can understand each other..
giving patner times and space..
because at the end..
we will be together..
to spend our old days together..




i really miss you hunny..



hujannnnn...

peh..hari ni dimulai dgn sgt serabut...
hahaa..aku bgun kul 8.50am..
kelas zct207 lak start kul 9am..
mmg haram gle a..
dgn x mandinye,
aku g kelas..
hujan lak tu..
start moto xhdup2..
jem2..
g kelas dlm keadaan basah...
masuk lak kelas ber hawa dingin..
mengigil...errrrrggghhh...
nothing pon entry ni..sje  nak mengadu kat blog ni..
sbb blog ni x kan kate pape..
PEACE~~

02 January 2011

new year resolution???

IF YOU CAN'T FLY, RUN..
IF YOU CAN'T RUN, WALK..
IF YOU CAN'T WALK, CRAWL...
BUT, BY ALL MEANS..
KEEP MOVING.
.
.
my new year resolutions..
perhaps to be a good person..
try to help others no matter what..
study even more harder..
setting my journey back..
no more failure..
this year..
more blood, sweat, and tears  
along my way..
what i do during this time..
will determine my future pattern...
and i want to be success in my own definition.,.
may Allah blessing me all the way...
amen..

01 January 2011

kala mendung sore hari....

dear syafiq..
ptg2 hari pas ym ngan syafiq td..
org tgk2 la blog khai tu..
huhu..ttbe jmpa entry ni..
awk bace ea nt...
selama sy ngan awk..
awk byk wat sy ase bahagia..
sy tersenyum...
sy menanges...
walau mcm mane pon persepsi org lain pada awk..
saya tetap sayangkan awk..
sebab hanya saya tahu bagaimana awk mencintai saya,..
saya rasa sangat bersyukur mengenali awak selama ini..
awk..cinta mati saya..

http://justkhai.com/blog/tanda-lelaki-benar-benar-jatuh-cinta/

H.A.C.K.S



huhu.
pnah makan gule-gule hacks x?
sedap...
ase berangin..
nyaman je kan..
tapi kadang2 pahit gak..
kne lak hacks yg kaler hitam..
euw,,,yuks..
cm tu gak la dlm love..
kdg2 sweet..
kdg2 pahit...
tawa..tanges..
mmg lmurah lah..
kdg2 benda kecik pon leh jd besar,,
.
.
.
.
papepon..HACKS tetap beri makne...
Hanya
Aku
Cinta
Kau
Seorang
.
.
my syafiq salim...

new year..new blog

huhu..
thanx hunny..
for this cute cupcakes blog..
xoxo

nokia C3

sy nak hf ni..wuwuwu..


Specs:
General 2G Network GSM 
Announced 2010, April 
Status Available. Released 2010, June 
Size Dimensions 115.5 x 58.1 x 13.6 mm, 63.2 cc 
Weight 114 g 
Display Type TFT, 256K colors 
Size 320 x 240 pixels, 2.4 inches 
- Full QWERTY keyboard 
Sound Alert types Vibration, MP3 ringtones 
Speakerphone Yes 
- 3.5 mm audio jack 
Memory Phonebook Practically unlimited entries and fields, Photocall 
Call records Detailed, max 30 days 
Internal 55 MB, 64 MB RAM, 128 MB ROM 
Card slot microSD, up to 8GB, memory seperate buy 
Data GPRS Class 32 
EDGE Class 32 
3G No 
WLAN Wi-Fi 802.11 b/g 
Bluetooth Yes, v2.1 with A2DP, EDR 
Infrared port No 
USB Yes, v2.0 microUSB 
Camera Primary 2 MP, 1600x1200 pixels

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.
.
agak2 merase x nak pki hf ni..

POLO mint..



7-eleven = RM 0.90
Mesra Petronas = RM0.60
.
.
Kedai IK = RM0.50..
yeah..pasni jd pelangan setia kedai tu la..
suke gle makan gule2 ni..
seminggu ni je..
dh 5 btg polo mint ak makan,..
sedappp...

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